SCKL Marathon 2013

After weeks of procrastinating, I finally signed up for the 2013 Standard Chartered KL Marathon. Just thinking about it makes my legs tired. *Dreads* 

To be honest, I'm not really a marathon person. I don't like running long distance. But I guess one of the reasons I do it is because my heart can take it. =) And when I'm lazy to train, thinking about the upcoming marathon that I signed up for helps me get my lazy butt out of the couch. Heh. 

One of the cool things that SCKL Marathon has is that they allow you to put your name on your running bib. Tsk tsk tsk. 2 years ago, without 2nd thoughts, I would have just put Supergirl. But now, I guess I should just put SuperHippo or SuperSlowpoke. =.=" Haha. But nope. That wasn't what I entered in the bib name column. I wrote this instead:

Hahahahahahahahahaha. 

So when people cheer me on when I run, they'll be shouting: "GO SEXY!!!!" And it's gonna make me feel good, though I know with all the sweat and the tiredness on my face, probably makes me look like crap...but oh well... =P

And plus, I find it quite funny. Hehe.

My mom teased me, saying I should camp overnight at KL Dataran so I won't be late for the marathon, 'cause she knows I'll definitely get lost finding my way in KL. >=/ Meannie.

Gotta start training!!! =) And also remind C. Awesome not to run his full marathon with a singlet. "Suicidal". Haha.

[RUN FOR A REASON]

My reason: 'Cause I have a lot of body fats to shed. :P Oh come on, you don't need a reason to run. Run because you can. =) I'll see you people there!

Drenched - 曲婉婷 Wanting Qu

Happy Valentine's, everyone. =)
Sometimes it's okay to listen to your heart. I know it's risky. But take that leap of faith.  
- New Year's Eve (2011)

Should I..?

It's 除夕 today!! It's the day before Chinese New Year where families would usually have their Reunion dinner. =) So,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR in advance to you people out there!! And have an awesome reunion dinner. =)

Anyway, my post today has nothing to do with Chinese New Year, maybe except the ang pow 'cause it will help me decide how to reward myself. Hehehe. 

I really worked my a** off last year, especially in December to hit my target. Yea it was tough, and I even have people telling me that it's impossible for me to achieve my target because I was an extra headcount in my area. Don't understand? Let me explain.

There are 10 chickens in a barn. And the owner prepares 10 portion of chicken feed for these chicks. Then there came another chicken, but the owner only has enough to prepare for 10 chickens. Go figure on what happens next. Haha. This is just a very surface explanation of the whole story la okay?

But by God's grace, I was able to pull through last year, and I can proudly say, I did fairly well. =) Not because I'm capable, but because I did my best, and the Big Fella up there did the rest. 

So I've decided to get myself something to encourage myself to do better this year, but I have so many things I want/need I don't know which to choose. Maybe you peeps could help me decide? =)

1. Oalkey Fast Jacket (Polarized lens)

The first Oakley that I set my eyes on was actually the Jawbone, but when I tried on it, it wasn't comfortable. I think my nose wasn't high enough for the nose piece (Haha. Chinese ma..what chu expect. Pfffft.), so the frame was actually sitting on my cheek instead. The Fast Jacket fitted better, and it's white and red, with orange lenses... Awesome laaa.. Hehe.

2. Lumix GF5
I've wanted the earlier model - GF3 since 3 years ago, but was really, really hesitant 'cause the price was RM2k++. Then when I finally started working and had some to spend, I spent it on my bike, Dreamer. =.=" I'm not really good at photography, but I love taking down memories in pictures. 'Cause if there's something I learn in my 25 years of life, is that once a moment has passed, it has passed. That adorable smile or laughter from a baby; the first time you watch a sunset together with your loved one, they won't come back when it's gone.

3. Get a new set of rim and tyres. And add two lines on my car. ;) Make it look slightly more badass.

4. Keep the money and save up for something better.

Pffffft.

If only I had a tree that grows money on it. Hehehehehe. =)

 

Untitled...

...Just because I cannot think of a title good enough to describe how I'm feeling right now. I'm currently at LCCT airport, waiting for my 8:50pm flight to arrive. I came down to KL for training yesterday, and started feeling physically horrible since last night. And right now, I can feel my face and head burning due to fever, my head hurts, my body hurts, my joints hurt, my eyes hurt because there's a growth somewhere around my right eye that causes me to be unable to close my eyes too tightly. Plus, I just cried myself silly in the middle of the LCCT crowd, drawing pretty much attention, when Zoel called to ask me how am I feeling. I've been pretending that I'm alright in the office the whole day, or to be frank, the past few days, and I guess it's time for me to break down when someone finally, sincerely ask me "How do you feel..?"........

I just wanna go home. Please.

2013 New Year's Resolution =)

I make New Year's Resolutions for myself every year. And whether or not I finish them is another thing. Hehehe. But to me, to have a list of them, is the beginning of a great start. ;) I hope it's still not too late for 2013's Resolution. It's still January maaa... And to be honest, I think I did fairly well achieving last year's resolution. Except for the part where I'm supposed to keep my body fat % below 18%. BIG FAT failure. Sigh. But I'm gonna try again this year!!! :)

So here goes my list:
1. Hit my sales target and improve overall job performance = sell more drugs. Legally. ;)
2. Improve my daily walk with God.
3. Run at least 2 marathons, with the 2nd marathon within 2 hrs 20 mins.
3. Take part in one triathlon. Whatever the distance or time may be.
4. Go on a vacation. Like a really, really relaxing one. No rushing here and there. No hardcore shopping. One that just allows me to sit there, stare at the beautiful sky or some awesome scenery and day dream about anything I want.
5. Tone up my body. Improve heart rate.
6. Go for blood test. *Digging my own grave*
7. Be true and honest to myself.
8. Be attentive and really listen when others are talking. 
9. Blog more often!!
10. Be happy and contented at how I look in front of the mirror even when I'm without make up.
11. Get out of debt. CC debt = GG. Gone game.
12. Use my manners. "Thank you", "sorry", "please", even when others don't do it or deserve it. Someone has to be the better person. I'll start with me.
13. Speak verbally more. I've always been a texting kinda person. I guess it's because I'm not confident speaking in English, thus I tend to text more. But this needs a change.
14. Spend less time on the phone/ipad/computer. We humans are losing the beautiful art of face to face communication. And that is just plain sad. 
That day I left my phone at home for a whole 4 hours, and I realize, I had more time to spend with people around me, talking and laughing. And it also made me realize, that I can actually live without my phone.
15. Spend more time with my family. They won't be here forever.
16. Learn to forgive easily, and enjoy life more.
17. Go for swimming lessons. Heh.
18. Do more recycling. SAVE THE EARTH!!!
19. Save up more. By starting to clear my debts. Sigh.
20. Help those in need.
21. Smile more. And be truly happy.
22. Recognize and appreciate those who truly love and care about me. For those of you whom always seem too busy for me...especially to even reply a text... I'm sorry. My life is short too. I'd rather spend it appreciating those who appreciate my company too.
23. Oh!!! Oh!!! To keep my body fat % below 18%. Hehe.
24. Eat more vegetables and bean sprout.
25. Learn to prioritize. Decide on what's important Eeleen, you're not Super Girl.
26. Be teachable, humble and always gentle.
27. Meet more new people.
28. Don't judge. Be more accepting of others.
29. Cut my hair short.
30. Learn to let go of the past.

All the best, Eeleen. *Fingers cross* =)

This Morning...

I successfully dragged my brother out of bed on a cold, rainy, public holiday morning, at 6am, just to go cycling with me. YESH!!! *Smirk* For those of u who don't know us, my brother and I are 3 years apart, but look very much alike. Which only means either I look like a guy, or he looks like a girl. HAHAHAHA. I choose to believe the latter one. :P 

Someone once commented that maybe my brother and i got mixed up in terms of personality. 'Cause I'm the one who's always outside in the sun and rain, running, cycling, sweating; while he sits at home enjoying the comforts of the roof over his head. But I'm sure God doesn't make mistakes la..:) I'm sure we are both given these traits to glorify Him in different ways.

So yessss, I managed to drag that lazy bum out of bed, and together with my aunt and uncle, we cycled from the foot of Penang hill to Straits Quay, then to Gurney, and back again. :) I really hope he enjoyed himself, 'cause I enjoyed bringing my little brother cycling around some parts of Penang Island. :)

=)

[Dreamer]

While we stop at the traffic lights at Cantonment Road, there was this stall selling apom (local pancake/crepes). Their pancakes smell soooooo good that my aunt couldn't resist. Thus..*the picture below*

[Spotted buying pancakes!! Haha.]

To be honest, I really miss floorball and the people I train with. I miss running too. These two are the things that keep my head straight and clear, and without them both, something just feel...
not right. :(

Clenched Teeth, Clenched fists

I wished I could say that my new year started off with a bang. But sadly, it has been a bumpy ride ever since the first day of 2013. I really wanted to tell you my story, but after thinking through twice, I don't think it's too appropriate to write out my situation here, as I don't want my readers to be judging the people around me. Or misunderstand my situation. And most importantly, I don't want to say things that I can't take back, or hurt people with my words.

Sometimes I really wonder if God truly understands. 'Cause if He does, why does He allow anyone, allow me to go through this storm and feel so helpless, discouraged, and lonely..? Sigh. 

But of course He does. I'm sure Jesus felt the same the night before He was crucified. Helpless and lonely. Of course He does understand. 

Watched 7 pounds just now in the evening, and gave myself a reason to cry. Guess all I needed was someone to talk to; someone who understands. Someone who'd just come over and give me a hug, and say: "This is just temporary. It'll all be okay." But tonight, even those whom I thought cared about me most, are just too busy for me.

I will be okay. There are others in way more difficult situations than I am. I shouldn't be complaining here. So yes. I am gonna stop feeling sorry for myself and pick up my baton and continue running.

Come what may, I'm just gonna clenched my teeth and fists, and go against this storm.
Because I know, every storm runs out of rain. 

All About Dreamer

My dad is seriously turning my bike into a moving Christmas tree! But I understand his concern also laaaa. I hear about cyclists getting killed on Penang roads more often than I eat mangoes, which is quite often. :(

[Feel free to count the amount of lights and reflectors I have! =)]

 

But anyway, I took Drea (short for Dreamer), for service last Thursday 'cause she feels a weetle bit weird. And it turns out that the back tyre tube is leaking, gear is a bit off, causing the gear change to be a bit slow. And I also asked uncle to drop my handle bar a little lower. When I came back and took her for a ride... Whooosh!! That's more like it. =)

[Drea]

I'll get you a new set of tyres when I'm richer, Drea. Cross my heart.

AS: Alan & Sharron

It's always sweet when a friend you know for a period of time ties the knot with someone they love. :) I knew Sharron from floorball. And to be frank, when we first met, I was kinda scared of her. You know goalies la.. They scream at you over everything. 

Ball fly here, scream at you; ball fly there, scream at you. Opponents block her view, scream at you; opponents running down, scream at you; when she gets the ball and you don't run down fast enough, scream at you. So after a game, her voice will still be ringing in my head, together with the coaches'. =.=" But if I had to choose a lady goalie and put the word "Legend" beside it, it will definitely be Sharron. :)

So.. I was very honoured to be invited to her Bachelorette Party (which her friends called it as "Hen's night", but I still think Bachelorette Party is a cooler term loh), and it was really fun. Haha. It was nothing like the first Bachelorette Party that I attended 4 years ago, which involved quite alot of drinking. Hehe. Shhhhh. Sharron's party was sweeter and cuter. :) Her sister - Serene and their friends were so sweet and thoughtful, that they bought Sharron "equipments" that she and Alan need for their wedding night dy. HAHAHA. Funneh. =D

I realized that both Bachelorette Parties that I've attended, Lala is also present. LOL.

[They said I look so "hang fok" here hugging Lala's arm. HAHAHA. And as for Sharron, I have no idea what she's doing. :D]

[missy & missy]

[The one thing I'm best at: Making silly faces.

Me & the Queen of the night.]

Attended Alan and Sharron's wedding together with the boys. No pictures except for this one. :)

Congratulations Alan and Sharron!! :) I wish you two all the happiness, and remember to love each other with the love of God, 'cause His love never fails.

Flashback (Part 2)

Spent New Year's Eve in church, counting down to 2013. :)

I was asked to help out in the translation of testimonies from English to Hokkien. And no, my Hokkien is far from good. Not even close to average. And as I was doing it, it reminded me of how good and faithful God has been, is and will always be. I couldn't be more blessed to be in the house of the Lord on the very last day of 2012, together with people I've known my whole life. Literally my whole life. Both family and friends. :)

[Childhood besties]

 

[woanseineeleentheresa]

 

And on New Year's day when everybody's enjoying sleeping in late, i woke up at 6:45am to go for a run and ride. Yes I am crazy that way. But sadly, there was a very bad pain in my right abdomen muscles (close to the waist). The pain was so bad I couldn't even run for 100 meters. :( Does anybody experience the same kind of pain? I don't know how it came about, and is so bad that when you sneeze, you just feel like passing out. Serious. So I ended up cycling which doesn't require me to move my abdomen muscles too much.

[Dreamer]

Year 2012 has been a really, really tough year. A year of change, a year of breaking, a year of moulding, a year of realization, a year of finding closure for certain things. And to be honest, it scares me just by thinking about 2013. That, I'll share more in another post. But I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who has encouraged me, loved me, hurt me, break me, pissed me off, prayed for me, especially to the one who has always think that I'm an All-star (you know who you are)... Thank you. :) And to the Big Guy up there who has always been sheltering me with His loving hands, thank you. I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for You. Time to let 2012 go, and move on to a new year. It's scary, but I know it's gonna be okay. 

It will be.